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Amphetamine
02:50
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Its an endless cycle that I can't seem to break
Like a poison sinking into my blood stream
I'm a hollow shell at best
A diamond in the rough and I'm digging my own fucking grave
This sick addiction crawling in my mind like a motherfucking cancer,
Sick little pleas in my mind saying pills are my only fucking answer.
I brought myself here,
and i'm all to blame
Doctor believe me when I say
I swear I'm fucking trying
I know my problem and
I know the solution but its easier said than done (x2)
Its an endless cycle that I can't seem to break
like a poison sinking into my blood stream
I'm a hollow shell at best
A diamond in the rough but I'm digging my own fucking grave
Could've been smarter
could've been better
could've turned my shoulder and paid attention
To the right side
the right side,
a hollow shell at best living life in the lime light
I'm a diamond
but I'm dying on the motherfucking inside
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to handle it
The voices in my head won't let me
get away
(get away)
They got me running in circles like a rat on a wheel
But giving up leaves a bittersweet taste and I don't want to know how that feels (x2)
Could've been smarter
could've been better
should've turned my shoulder and paid attention
to the right side
the right side
a hollow shell at best,
living life in the lime-light
I'm a diamond but I'm digging my own grave
Oh amphetamine come take me away.
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2. |
Keyboard Warrior
03:10
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These days everybody's got a fucking opinion
everyone's got something to say
They think they're owed something more
day after fucking day
go fuck yourself with that shit
that you're typing
I don't owe you a motherfucking thing
So much shit spewing from
your never closed mouth
about shit you know nothing about
you wanna talk shit?
you wanna talk now?
well here i am you motherfucker.
It seems the keyword is keyboard
these fucking days
Everyone got a huge mouth
with something to say.
Everyone thinks they have a say
in everything I say,
everything I put to the page.
So tell me about how I'm going no where!
Tell me about how I'll never change!
You think I care what you think
You think I'll let you get to me
You think I'll write about what you want me too?
You think I'll Let you change my ways..
Well to that I say:
Get fucked. (x2)
I'll never be swayed
I'll never let you change my ways
You think I care what you say
You think I'll let you get to me
You think I'll write about what you want me too?
No,
I'll never be swayed
I'll never let you change my ways.
Get Fucked.
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3. |
Annabelle
03:04
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You run your mouth like you don't think I know
every word that you fucking spoke.
All those venomous lies
Dripping from your fucking throat
I'm just waiting for the noose to tighten and choke
the life from your eyes for every time you lied to me.
I will not leave kindly
you're nothing but a whore to everyone here
who sees,
What you've done to me
here at the end of everything
You've broken me down
but I don't feel so alone now.
All you ever did to me was make me lose my mind
All you ever did to me was act like a problem child
And now here at the end of the rope I see it clearly
All the lies that you spoke
You're not the one for me
you fucking hypocrite.
Its only plain to see
you're not the one for me
And I hope all he tastes is me
(Whore!)
I hope all he tastes is me.
Betrayal was the only thing you knew
and I'm so damn glad I'm fucking done with you
You deceived my mind a thousand times
And now I know I'm fucking done with you
Fucking done with you.
All you ever did to me was make me lose my mind
All you ever did to me was act like a problem child
all I know now its all I can see,
all I can see is that I'm hungry
for blood
so rest in mother fucking peace.
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4. |
Plague Bearer
03:31
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This plague bearing heavy in my mind shows me things
I' wished I'd never seen.
little scenes and movies,
only pictures of death and gloom it shows me.
I fight to survive in a mind I hate to live inside.
Show me how to survive,
this black inside me, forever growing.
This doubt inside my mind,
black thoughts back again this time.
What do I do to push them away?
What if I can't fight?
What if I'm lost to this victimless crime,
of dying inside until I find the time to take my own fucking life?
What if I find the will
to take my own life?
Dreams of death flooding my brain.
In this never ending pain.
It all feels the same.
In this never ending pain,
it all feel the same.
Crippling doubt inside my brain.
Oh how I feel the pain!
Break apart my very bones,
Oh How I feel so alone.
This plague inside me,
It won't let go.
It's been so dark here,
I don't think I'm alone.
This plague inside me,
It won't let go.
Please someone find me,
Out In the dark unknown.
This plague inside me
is all I know.
Please someone find me
in the dark unknown.
Crippling doubt inside of my brain,
Ah how I feel the pain,
This plague inside me
won't let me go,
Please someone find me,
Please someone find me in the dark I call my home.
(Do you know what the most frightening thing in the world is? "It's Fear.")
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